desire doctor- detrimental deceive

Do you have any idea what you've done to me?To step out of my life but not my heart the sharp double edged maledictionMemories infecting the throbbing wound, disabling the chance of recovery I never thought you'd be the one to do thisTo earn my trust, build me up, break me down, and leave; to scar and dissapoint me beyond any other friend beforeI thought I could always count on youI thought wrongTears escape from my eyes, silent confirmation of the undeniable, painful truth sinking in to accompany your dagger driving itself deeper into in my backWanna talk?Tell me you are sincerely sorry, that you didn't mean to hurt me the way you didPromise to never abandoned me again; remind me that you havnt forgotten me, forgotten what we used to shareUse your voice to stich over the wound left open and bleeding by the lack of assertionReplace your dark silouette of a traitor with the white labcoat of a medic; return and switch sides from foe to friendThe past obligates you as my present doctorDeliver the medicane neccessary to heal this heart broken by words left unspoken; words like leeches helping and halting the fatal hemorrhage Done caring?I'll show you how to care againAvulse your dagger from my backBlood glinting with betrayal seeps from the woundThe attestation of your inflictionEscort the blade back to it's original ownerPenetrate the familar blade into your back, condemning and imprinting the skin with a similar indelible scarA laceration of depth and pain dripping with the crimson liquid of deception to give you the first hand experienceThat will show you what it feels like; this will bring an end to your apathyThen we can be friends again, can't we?Because that's what intiated this disinegration desolation isn't it; the root of the problemThe ceasing of your ability to careThe mirror depicts the deadly dagger exchangeThe pain you've inflicted upon me; reflected right back at youThen we will legitamently reconnect; the esoteric bond formed between the metal of the reused blade and the flesh of the recipients abiding and trueBecause then you'll find out, you'll understand, what it's like to be meThe fresh sting of pain will awake you, awake you to what you've done to me


by: a friend of mine :)
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CAKEEE

well i got my first order for my little buisness ill be making 2 seprate cakes one will be a lemon with pineapple buttercream frosting and the other will be a lemon with strawberry cheesecake frosting probablly both 3 layers for a babyshower :p b jealous

o ya..... I GOT JUMPED BY A GHANGSTER

march 11 2010
i was walking to the little mexican market where i go to buy my burritos because there cheaper and bigger than the name brand guerro or something and i was just about there and saw a big mexican somewhere around 220-240 lbs and 6 ft tall or so walkin towrds me. in my head i walk by scary poeple all the time so i didnt really judge ghim just cus he was scary. when he got within about punching range he asked me where im from and in the second i start thinking about the question he punches me once in the nose and then in the other side of the face i fell to the ground and kinda hit my forehead and he punched me 2 times in the back of the head and then i ran. he was kinda slow so i out ran him and ran across the street and stood there as the blood dripped out of my nose and my forehead until someone was nice enough to stop and ask if i needed help and let me use their cellphone(cus im lazy and a chepskate so i dont wanna spend my cell money hehe) and rest otf the stuff was easy going lol

Dream

i was sellin some food at school the other week and someone had some free food from the school cafeteria and they told me how they wished food i made was served at schools and i was standing there and thinking how great that would be to be backed by the government to give free food to students and if it caught on good food would be sold at schools but it would b a big hurdle because the laws and other stuff that come with making food in schools that usually just warm things up and it would cost alot of money to remodel schools so good fresh food could be sold but a dream is a dream ill remember it and one day maybe even try to make it come tru who knows ;)