Nicole Dobrin

well this girl made my day today lets just say it was pretty crappy so far until i rememberd i had asked her a question of formspring

i had asked her this question because i was reading other questions she answered and i liked how no matter how nice or mean it was she would always answer truthfully to herself and i know shes not one to hold grudges unless its worth it and not for crap reasones like most poeple i know

and she answerd the question of

what her opinion of me is by saying

You're definitely a people person. You are an extremely hard worker, and I honestly think you were the only person at our school with a genuine heart. Everything you did was for others, but at the same time you were so creative and had a talent for cooking. You have never let anyone down, from what I have seen/heard... You're such a positive experience in everyone's life. I don't think anyone could have a negative experience or opinion about you.

This answer made me happy and reminded me of why im me

so thank u sincerly

NICOLE DOBRIN

4th of july

my independence day was somewhat eventfull
i had not planned anything really but i decided to go to my friend wills house and go relive some of our earlier adventures by making a doubble batch of cookie dough for us to eat and make sculptures out of...... so i went to his house with my big bag and then we ate some and then he showed me how to pick locks with the right tools :D at first it didnt work out well but in the end we found out his house locks are different from most of the other ones... and then at about 9 we went to the beach and started walking along looking for fireworks.. and lo and behold off in the distance next to the pier fireworks were going off so my dear friend will got me and him running on the sand in the dark towords the pier(about 4 or 5 miles off) and i dislkied it because i wasnt ready to run and i could see the fireworks just fine from where i was but nooooo he had to see em up close so it took anywhere from 40 min to an hour to get there and then right before we got to the pier the fireworks ended:D boy was i happy so we both walked around the pier for a lil then..... will saw fireworks coming from where we started running from back from the pier across rocky soil and beachness(i was not dressed for water-_-) and about half way back while my feet were dieing we saw a seal and stopped and sat close to it and took pictures(that all came out as blackness) for a while cus it was just chilaxing on the beach and then we made it back to his house and relaxed played some games then headed to bed.
that is my story for the 4th of july of 2010

stuff thats volunteer

Monday may 2nd
1 1/2 hours
cleaning bakeers room and setup help for sandwiches
The Yellow deli

monday may 9th
2 hours
cleaing, learning and packaging and setup for sandwiches
The Yellow deli

Monday June 8th

2 hours 45 min

smoothie prep and cheese wrapping and labeling
The Yellow deli

Tuesday june 9th

3 1/2 hours

help cook for homless
Fill a belly

Wensday June 10th
4 1/2 hours
dishwashing
The Yellow deli


Thursday, Friday, Saturday July 1st 2nd and 3rd
8 hours
dinner prep and deep cleaning
Hume lake Christan camp

Monday July 12th
6 hoours
bakery department rolling and packaging
The Yellow Deli

desire doctor- detrimental deceive

Do you have any idea what you've done to me?To step out of my life but not my heart the sharp double edged maledictionMemories infecting the throbbing wound, disabling the chance of recovery I never thought you'd be the one to do thisTo earn my trust, build me up, break me down, and leave; to scar and dissapoint me beyond any other friend beforeI thought I could always count on youI thought wrongTears escape from my eyes, silent confirmation of the undeniable, painful truth sinking in to accompany your dagger driving itself deeper into in my backWanna talk?Tell me you are sincerely sorry, that you didn't mean to hurt me the way you didPromise to never abandoned me again; remind me that you havnt forgotten me, forgotten what we used to shareUse your voice to stich over the wound left open and bleeding by the lack of assertionReplace your dark silouette of a traitor with the white labcoat of a medic; return and switch sides from foe to friendThe past obligates you as my present doctorDeliver the medicane neccessary to heal this heart broken by words left unspoken; words like leeches helping and halting the fatal hemorrhage Done caring?I'll show you how to care againAvulse your dagger from my backBlood glinting with betrayal seeps from the woundThe attestation of your inflictionEscort the blade back to it's original ownerPenetrate the familar blade into your back, condemning and imprinting the skin with a similar indelible scarA laceration of depth and pain dripping with the crimson liquid of deception to give you the first hand experienceThat will show you what it feels like; this will bring an end to your apathyThen we can be friends again, can't we?Because that's what intiated this disinegration desolation isn't it; the root of the problemThe ceasing of your ability to careThe mirror depicts the deadly dagger exchangeThe pain you've inflicted upon me; reflected right back at youThen we will legitamently reconnect; the esoteric bond formed between the metal of the reused blade and the flesh of the recipients abiding and trueBecause then you'll find out, you'll understand, what it's like to be meThe fresh sting of pain will awake you, awake you to what you've done to me


by: a friend of mine :)
----- commentary to come

CAKEEE

well i got my first order for my little buisness ill be making 2 seprate cakes one will be a lemon with pineapple buttercream frosting and the other will be a lemon with strawberry cheesecake frosting probablly both 3 layers for a babyshower :p b jealous

o ya..... I GOT JUMPED BY A GHANGSTER

march 11 2010
i was walking to the little mexican market where i go to buy my burritos because there cheaper and bigger than the name brand guerro or something and i was just about there and saw a big mexican somewhere around 220-240 lbs and 6 ft tall or so walkin towrds me. in my head i walk by scary poeple all the time so i didnt really judge ghim just cus he was scary. when he got within about punching range he asked me where im from and in the second i start thinking about the question he punches me once in the nose and then in the other side of the face i fell to the ground and kinda hit my forehead and he punched me 2 times in the back of the head and then i ran. he was kinda slow so i out ran him and ran across the street and stood there as the blood dripped out of my nose and my forehead until someone was nice enough to stop and ask if i needed help and let me use their cellphone(cus im lazy and a chepskate so i dont wanna spend my cell money hehe) and rest otf the stuff was easy going lol

Dream

i was sellin some food at school the other week and someone had some free food from the school cafeteria and they told me how they wished food i made was served at schools and i was standing there and thinking how great that would be to be backed by the government to give free food to students and if it caught on good food would be sold at schools but it would b a big hurdle because the laws and other stuff that come with making food in schools that usually just warm things up and it would cost alot of money to remodel schools so good fresh food could be sold but a dream is a dream ill remember it and one day maybe even try to make it come tru who knows ;)

COOKING COMPETITION

WELLLLL pretty sooon im going to enter a cooking competition lol and its called best teen chef and im entering with my salmon with pineapple orange sauce and a side of fried rice balls with bellpepers in them
i may win or i may loose lol but i kno either way ill do what i can do with what i got lol :P

FIRST PLACE- FULL SCHOLARSHIP
second place- half schgolarship
third- quarter scholarship


im aimin high but as long as im havin fun cookin some delicious food and meeting new people ill be gooood

hmmmm welll

the starting of my cooking buisness went pretty well lol i sell about 80 or so burritos a week(most the time along with cookies and my gross income should be somewhere around at least 120 dollars a week but lol sadly its not im nice and also give away stuff for free sometimes so haha take that buisness world a young entepenuer is comin up to shake the cooking part of the world ;)

DESIGN IDEAS

i know that i may not have the most popular blog in the world but i had a good idea


TO ALLLL U GRAPHIC DESIGNER STARTOUTS

i need some help in thinking and making some new designs for my business card feel free to send me your ideas for backgrounds thats basically all i need. a cooking theme would be preferable but other things can work as well.

if ud like send the completed backgrounds to
jobo12345@hotmail.com
and please have it as a jpeg

Goals

i have some goals
i dont know them all yet
but someone coolio told me that the first step in relizing ur goals is to have them written down
so i decided the best place would be the internet.

1. become a chef(not just a good cook)
2. travell to at least 3 different countries for a year or 2
3. go to a culinary school(most likely the art institute of SD)
4.Graduate with a culinary degreee.
5.work somewhere fancy where i get to use my cooking skills.
6 make other people smile from my cooking.(ongoing)
7. be a lil good at lots of things.
8. visit the people ive met and become good internet friends with in there various places.


this list may get bigger depending if i get more goals