come with me

Come live with me and be my love
For i watch your beauty which is more lovely than a dove
to which i wish you could be mine
and live with me my love for all time

My love for u will never fade
even-though the world may melt away
For being with you is all it took
the love i have for you is more than just for looks

Ask of me to prove my love
and i shall do anything from earth below or heaven above
So i ask one more time will you come with me
to be mine forever in love fore eternity

sososos

basically i served my first sentencing in saturday school it was kinda fun because i was in a clss with my german teacher for about 3 hours which i made up some german work and listend to my teacher and other teachers talk about stuff like
1. Auss(cant spell it) but basically its where my teacher is descended from and it is a line of nobels which helped germany but in the end their money was taken and they moved from germany. but they still have their own little city which speaks a mix of french and german called ausause(again idk if this is spelled right)
2. there was a great debate on political and race/ethnicity and the diffrence of those influenced by political boarders
3. and a coolio thing on cooking which i tried to pay attention to but i was also trying to do work so that didnt work so well


then i walked and took the bus in the rain which was kinda nice besides i almost fell asleeeeeep
o well
2 more
saturday schools :p
ill make it funner

ugh

sometimes i wonder why i do the things i do
the good the bad
the nice the mean
and any other thing

and then i remember
my mom my dad
i never got what i wanted from them
never really wanted much
but i still never got it

people say all the time
wow jordan ur crazy
well there is a reasone why
im missin that one thing
that one thing many people were raised with

I had it for a while
but then it went soemwhere
i didnt turn out how i should
no i turned out to be who i wanted to be
and since i turned out to be me
i lost it
so eventhough it may b hard
and u wont always be praised
be you
be true to yourself
dont let the world tell you who you are
or how to do it
there is not many things written in stone
and dont feel alone
because
there is always someone trudging the same path
who has the same thoughts
so be you
dont be what they try to force you to be

















if u cant tell im in a bad mood but o welll

hehehe

A couple things have happend over these last couple days such as im bald now and beforei had a good 8 in afro lol. itspretty fun seeingthe lookof shock and suprise on peoples faces when they relized who i was. I wish i had a camera to take pictures of the moments they noticed because some of their expressions were priceless. Another thing thathappened is that my lil buisness is takeing flight. i still dont make so much profit but my customers are happy. I also buy stuff thy want which usually cost alot of money. keeping a buisness running and prosperous just aint easy. and lastof all im at school right now and should be fillingout somenotecards but imkinda lazyand tierd i got 2 hours of sleep and school is somewhat boering but i got my chef coat on and have made about alil over 10 dollars and its still the first period of the day :D so have fun my few and fun followers and i bid u adue and gottra get back to workin :P :/ :(

JoBo's Nail Salon

So basically ive started a buisness or 2 at school
one is for nails and the prices are as followed:
buff and touch up fingernails -1.00
lotion hand massage-1.00
back massage 10 minutes- 1.00 w/ lotion- 2.00
buff and tuch up toenails-2.00
foot massage w/lotion 2.00
Another thing im doing is makin food and bringing it to school
so far its nothing expensive but when i get more monsy ill start bakeing things and bringin in the good stuff for a lil extra money
wish me luck and im doin pretty good so far
9 dollars in 2 days

wishes

i wish

i wish

oh how i wish

but the wishes

they dont come

they run

far away

and try to be forgotten

but they cant be

they stay always in some shape or form

be it a random object

or a certian thing someone says

its always gonna be there

never forgotten

just floating

forever incarnate

wonder

Have you ever just wondered
not about one thing
but everything
why the world is like itself
whey people are people
or what is "smart"
or who has counted the most stars
or countless many other things



....................... if you havent then you should
because the world is large
and u should wonder about it
before its too late

my dear princess

their is a princess
a beautiful princess

but there is a problem
a humongous problem

the princess is strong
so very strong

but also weak
everyone has weakness

Shes been hurt
hurt by love

She has nightmare
she wakes up screaming
she wakes up sweating

in this magical land she uses magic to keep herself sane
magic can only help so much

what can save this beautiful princess from her demons
i want her to be happy always

Princess
oh lovely princess

i may not be your prince
but i shall help you all the same

just askof me anything
and i will do what i can

tell me your fears
and i shall protect u the best i can

For i may be no night in shining armor
but i shall have the courage of one

i may not be able to slay your demons
but ill slay as many as i can

And maybe one day
i hope one day

You will be able to sleep
a deep deep sleep

and no demons shall taunt your dreams

They shall be wary of the pauper with the heart of a knight

so sleep well my dear princess and in ur dreams i shall be your knight in shining armor

well when i wear my chef outfit

well im gettin kinda good with photoshop and have already made 3 or 4 things im still gonna make more random creations when i learn more and life is goin fine. i am currently in the process of making business cards nothin big just a way to get my name out there and meet new people like i did today. i wore my chef outfit and 2 majorly coolio things happened 2 me.
first of all at school in digital art(photoshop class) 2 girls (cute by the way) asked me all about why i was wearing my chef stuff and i found out that one of there father is a chef and she said she could ask her dad if they had a job opening. i didnt wanna rush into it so i couldnt accept but it wwas a coolio offer anyways so i think ive charmed girls in my art class plus they wanted to see my chef pants so this thuursday i guess im wearin it lol. and secondly when i was sittin at the park some random guy stopped and asked me some questions and we had a nice 20 or 30 min talk about cooking and things and i may just go sit down there again just to talk 2 him some more one of these days. so everyone b cool and have fun but not too much u dont wanna get urself hurt and things and now i shall pratice german and everyone should admire chefs

peoples

So i have noticed highschool girls are some of the most confusing people because they happen to have all these unheard of rules and things we guys gotta do to make things right eventhough nobody has told us. WHY CANT WE GET RID OF THESE UNSAID RULES IN SOCIETY AND ONLY HAVE RULES ABOUT THINGS THAT COUNT. I wanna see one day where a girl ask a guy to marry them without the guy feeling immasculated and many other things that seem taboo in our society

on the search

Well at this moment im on the search for a job i dont know how long it will last but i hope it ends soon and i have a job in one of my tier one or tier two choices hehehehe its kinda fun besides walking in the hot sun which i did today _-_ o well i might get lucky soon woohooo

get to know me :)

hello there reader ill let u kno that i am a special kid in many ways but to expirence them u would have to become my friend and i hope that can happen one day so if u dont already know me my name is jordan charles bornes i was born in may of 1992. i happen to like cooking and a lil baking (but im not so good at bakeing). I want to go around the world and learn to become a better cook and work in exotic or memorable places. i may bring a friend or 2 but dont think ill let you b lazy cus im not payin rent or buying all the food but i will cook all the food if i have time. some of the places id like to go are Japan, Germany, Europe, Britian, Africa, some parts of south ameruica and latin america, canada, alaska(for a bit). Also my past teachers in culinary school told me of the fun and great expirencies that could b had on a fishing boat so i would like to try to cook on a fishing boat voyage. i do like to eat alot too and it seems to get me in trouble when there is little food left. i am crazy but it only shows when im with people i kno and im also way smarter than i seem and am good with psychology but id rather not guillt u into doin somethin so ill let u make ur own descisions for better or worse. for you who want to get to kno me better read the blog i posted around the same time as this one and ull get a good look into my psyche. and one other thing i gotta say(as u can see i am unique and fun so get to know me and hit me up on myspace or facebook or msn my email is jobo12345@hotmail.com (please dont spam me with things))is that im unpredictable so even if you know me very well u will still learn and find out new things about me and wont b able to easily tell what i plan on doin next.

well some of the things are so good

i was on facebook today filling out random survey things when one of the results was this and i just thought it describes me so well that i just had to put it in a blog for u people who do actually read my blogs lol.


Jealousy
You envy others, but you are also confident about yourself. But sometimes you wish you could be confident about yourself without the masks. You clean before people come over, even though you are typically a mess. You dress up or wear revealing clothes, show off your tan, tattoos, and body, because you feel like it will get attention and make you feel worth something. Sexiness is something you value, but you really want to be admired for your heart. You want someone to see through the masks and love you for you, but you sometimes don't know who that person is and you fear opening up to someone because you don't want to be hurt. You wish you could be like someone else, trade places just for a day, to see what it's like to be perfect. You like lists and getting things done, but you rarely finish them. You want to be loved, so badly, for who you are and you're just waiting for the right person to show you that it's okay to rest in who you were made to be, and not who you are always trying to be.

meeeeee

The creator and helper. You are kind-hearted and avoid conflicts. People often ask you for favors because they can count on you. You hardly ever say the word ‘No’. You can blend into any situation well. You have a very laid-back personality that everyone enjoys because you can work easily with anyone. You could be very sensitive at times and bottle up emotions. You can easily gain friends, but you’d rather be in solitude. You tend to say yes to everyone that you end up putting too much on your plate. Although you can have your time in the spotlight sometimes, you are mostly a listener. Be careful not to be a doormat! You can tend to put others before you sometimes even if you don’t want to help! Saying ‘No’ will not break a friendship..

Manectric is my pokemon

You are valiant, strong and a stand-up individual. Others have a lot to envy... but they don't - they look up to you. Everything about you is real. You keep a perfect balance of leadership, emotion, intelligence and power. When you enter a room everyone pays attention. It's not your looks or your wit but a special aura that surrounds you that makes people take notice. You understand the power you have over people and try not to abuse it, your biggest challenge is to not live inside "the bubble." You know that you still have a lot of growing to do and you tend to get complacent because people are telling you how great you are all the time. But you are good, you are true and you should be proud of yourself. Keep the ego in check and you'll receive everything you've worked hard for..

Trust

I wonder at times if im trusted and if so by who for one reason is that one person in my life says they trust me but not everyone around me. that doesn't bode well with me for the people i trust usually trust me back with there life and if you cant trust that or anyone else why say you trust me when you obviously dont because you dont believe when i say it all right you dont relax when i say its all fine.



WHY SHOULD I TRUST SOMEBODY WHO DOESNT TRUST ME AND HAS NOT PROVEN THEMSELVES TO ME?

Online

So if you as a reader didnt know... meeting new pepole online is quite fun you never know how it will turn out it may be a coolio new friend or a wierd old creeper but any way you slice it as long as u dont make rash decisions its pretty dang fun talking with internet people

ahh fun

Well May 30 i got to help at a catering event for a weading it was alot more cramped and harder than i expected but it was also very fun i got to taste many new foods and learn how one aspect of cooking goes and i must say i loved it and would like to learn more and be a great chef one day but high dreams arent always met so i say shoot for the stars and if you fall a little short your'e still pretty far up there

I am a man of the moon

This is just a lil something that i wanted on here for some reasone because i believe it does tell alot about me and it is very close to correct

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You hide your emotion sometimes .You are a moon type of person. You tend to be the quiet type or in contrast, you are happy but sometimes you act it out in order for you to no burden your friends with your problems. You've faced some problems in your life. Your heart has dealt blows before. You tend to think about things alot more than other people. And you may get annoyed with people who act out without thinking about what would happen later.You are also the type of person that others often come to you with their problems because you've been through plenty, and you are very understanding. Though you sometimes feel lonely. Your demeanor is usually chill, and relaxed.You usually are logical, and rely alot on facts and information on decisions. You often keep things to yourself. This is just one side of you, and you have different faces in different situations and environments, just like the moon has phases.

well revelations on a crazy walk

Today i went on a walk and while walking had many thoughts go through my head. the question that was predominant though was what is my purpouse on this earth. After much debateing with myself and God it was decieded that my purpouse on this eath is overwhelming love for people. after i figured that out i had a fun time singing and daceing all the way back home. I also figured out i am a crazy person but that is how god molded me 2 be and now i have to show him praise by living my life by my purpouse given to me by God. And that behoths me to say that i love you for all you have done for me.

Only 16

They say that you were depressed
And that you had been for a while
They say that you weren't happy
That you couldn't take it anymore

But you were only 16
and way to young to die
You had your whole life ahead of you
So, why didn't you try?

They say you felt alone
As if no one cared
But you don't know you weren't alone
For I was always there

They say that you put on a smile
To put everyone at ease
But at night when you were all alone
You'd cry yourself to sleep

But you were only 16
And way to young to die
You had your whole life ahead of you,
So, why didn't you try?

After a while you deicided to give up
You didn't think your life was worth the pain
So you climbed the stairs two at a time
Went to your room and ended it all

I was at camp enjoying myself
When I got a call from my Mom
I completely lost it and fell apart
I haden't even known that something was wrong

But you were only 16
And way to young to die
You could have had an amazing life
If you had only tried.

by- Love

Today

Today

I saw you today,
Your touch, your eyes.
A buried memory.

I remembered you today,
Your lips brushing my collar,
the heat between us.

I felt pain today,
Knowing that it will never be,
only because of me.

I fell today,
the weight of my heart,
pulling me

I cried today,
the rip that I caused,
the bleeding through eyes.

I finally stand,
My legs shaking,
The healing can come.

He holds me,
Something that always cures,
I am forever his.

Now, I’m smiling,
Nothing I’ve done,
Its all from him.

by- Amanda Heebner

dog attack

Well for some reason this week ive had bad luck with vicious dogs i ran into 3 of them total one day i was jogging to my friends house and some irresponsible homeowner left their small vicious dog outside and as i was walkin by it ran from the house barking at me i didnt care untill it started nipping at my ankles and since im not one to beat up a dog for no good reasone i ran and the dog was fast and kinda in shape but i still outran it and was tierd but alive. the second attack was as i was walking down my hill to the bus for i can go to school and i saw 2 dogs kinda far away marking territory and i was finishing up my desert and then took a couple steps forward and the bigger dog started barking and running at me and the smaller dog ran after me and did the same soo i started bookin it up the hill and to home luckily i was in better shape than the dogs

Week 2 Grace

Magical Blade
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They scream louder this time, and there's nothing u can do.
U know u r everything they NEVER wanted,
and its just so clear 2 u.

Pulsing music from ur ipod drowns there voices out,
but u know that it wont stop them from fighting;
just from u hearing there sickening blowout.

U think of the days they were so happy,
and wonder if it was all ur fault.
Maybe if u had just been beautiful,
your mom might've tried 2 halt.
maybe if u had gotten straight A's,
ur dad would've cared 4 u,
Instead of only hurting u.

U've tried so long 4 them 2 see,
all u've ever wanted was them 2 be,
what every other family always had.
But ur cries and pleas have only left u hopeless, broken, and sad.

So once again u open that same drawer u sadly no 2 well,
and grab that magical blade that'll solve everything, 4 now.
U lift up ur long sleeve and put ur only true friend against ur fair skin.
Just 1 cut, u close ur eyes shut.
1 tear slips down ur vulnerable face,

just 1 tear u let escape. And then u see those flashbacks once again,
of the times ur father made sure u knew,
no one will ever want u.
So u let that blade break throuh ur skin,
and hope 2 God u'll eventually be okay
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My friend grace is another lovely girl whose pearnts
dont seem to love her for some weird reason
It makes me wonder what happenes in those minds
that make them envision a perfect child and then tells them they can love nothing else
Grace feels that the " magical blade" helps her in her life but its because she has no
one close enough to get all her stress and fustration out no person can live peacefully
with loads of stress for long periods of time
there are a couple people i know that if they felt love from their pearnts they would
proabably b great children but since they dont feel the love it turns out bad
SO I SAY TO THOSE WHO ARE AND ONE DAY WILL BE PEARNTS
LOVE YOUR CHILDREN.... they need it

In Her Dark Room- Cano

I sit alone in this dark room. I sit alone because of my beliefs. People don't agree so i have no company.

I believe human nature is meant to be evil. I believe that the only reason people are "good" is to seem good. They want to seem good so that people look back at them in death and say "damn they were a good person. I MISS THEM." They want to be remembered.

I believe that no matter how many tears you cry, a loved one will not come back to you, whether they are dead or with another.

I believe that a broken heart can be fix, but the scares will always be ther because you can never undo the feels you had for someone.

I believe that no matter how strong a person is, love can always bring them down. Take a man who has gone to war. Take his family and tell him he will never see them again. I garantee you he will be on his knees begging for them back.

I believe that running from your fears is a sort of strength because it takes courage to admit you are scared.

I believe that strenght doesn't depend on how many pounds you can lift or how many pull ups you can do. I believe strenght is all in your heart. Will you take a bullet for a pregnant lady?... Will you take a bullet for a no-body? Think about it. The answer will show you how strong you are.

I believe bravery is usually just the lack of thought proccess. Would you really bunji jump off a brigde if you could imagine your lifeless body splattered on the ground?

So if you don't agree, fine. You can keep you ignorance.. I'll keep my dark room.
By:my good friend cano
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shes one of my good friends and has been hurt by many people shes one of the nicest fun people u could ever know and she loves her friends but somehow guys have felt the need to lie and leave her and seeming to fake feelings so has left this girl broken i wish that the world today didnt feel like they have to live up to expectation and be bad and people could be truthful and take the truth so their has to be no lies that hurt.
i have a policy to try and tell the truth to people as much as i can without hurting them it may be bad but i make true friends because if they want the truth about something i can usually give it to them.
So world i ask if u could change for everyone could be themselves and not have to hide themselves behind lies.

Awana yeah

On Saturday march 14 i was asleep in my moms car as we headed to the Awana high school regional games. This is my 6 or 7th year competing in it with my church. As i walked in through the front door with my mom hours before the games started i looked around seeing the familiar blue carpet and 3 water fountains. I walked over to get a drink of cool water then caught up to my mom as she was buying a ticket to get in. Once i got back to my mother as she was buying tickets the man selling tickets thought i was in college because of my rugged facial hair and SDSU football shirt, which came from my brother who went their. I chuckled as i told him i was in the games and then he laughed then let let us in.

After that i waited in the blue hard plastic bleachers until my coach got to the gym. Then they gave me my yellow awana shirt with the words First Baptist church. I then started to complain to one of the coaches because our team was known near and wide as Tri-city because we are an amazing group of people. After that everyone started showing up from our and other churches and the once partly empty gym was now bustling with spectators and other teams.

Once everyone was there a guest speaker gave a short partly dull sermon and then the exciting games started. The games i played were basketball relay, marathon relay, and tug. The basketball relay went pretty well our coaches said the basketball was flying through the air on the chest passes and sped across the floor on the bounce passes and we won the event by a second. Then on marathon relay my job was to run around the circle two times as fast as possible and i did that so well that i was almost a blur to cameras. Also the people running three and four laps caught up and lapped the other two teams. The tug event was where me and my best friend got to show our true strength. Me, him, and our other friend David won our event in less then twenty seconds which is a feat considering the other six people weighed over 700 pounds. After our last event we had to wait in suspense as the scores of the three finalist were said and as they said the other two teams as first and second we cheered our hearts out because we were first. Then we stood in front of the colorful board and took our victory poses as we got pictures taken of us. After that We helped take all of the strong colored tape off the floor and socialized as we got ready to leave. As i was leaving i noticed that the snack bar was selling things for half price so i decided to get some money from my mom to buy a huge handful of Redvines which numbered up to 36. Then i walked up the sloping hill to my moms car opened the door and layed down in the front and went to sleep.

karate bike school zombie

well an eventful day but i made it. I had gone to sleep at 2 am and woke up 6 hours later and i usually get about 9 hours of sleep but this morning i was headed to karate so i had to get ready and i guess the clocks in my house are all a lil bit fast because i got their at what i thought was 8:50 and the dojo clock was at 8:40 so i just stretched and had a good workout which left me pretty sore. After that though when i got home i immediately started the last of my homework and did that from about 10:30-12:10 and then called my dad for a ride to school cus i have a meeting i have to be at by 1:00 and he said he was too far away to give me a ride so i panicked and started thinking. Then i quickly changed into my everyday cloths and got my bike and bag and started riding to the vista transit centre because i was in a rush it took me about 10 minutes less then usuall but i was pushing it because i couldnt be late. luckily i made it their right before the last possible bus to get me close enough to make it on time so i racked up my bike showed the driver my pass and sat down for a 15 minute rest before the last and hardest part of the ride. so i got off put my friends headphones on as i blasted the music in my ears and proceeded to ride up a long slopeing hill then once to the top of that hill the way steeper shorter hill was the last major challenge which i slowly made my way up and then saw my school which was down a gentle slope and just parked my bike outside the teachers window and made it 5 minutes before my meeting time and i was dead tierd and hungry and then finished up everything i needed to do around 2:50 and proceeded to do a bunch of other stuff before i got home even more hungry and tierd around 6:20 then sat around and ate a bunch of snacks and relaxed and played games until i fell asleep and im still kinda sore today and im taking my test for my next karate belt.

a poem by wierd ol me

people so serious
it makes me delirious
the thing that makes life fun
is meant for everyone
but that thing is chocked by insanity
in a world where materials mean all
it will be mankind's fall

Well This wierd thing i found out today and its called swim sex

well i just added this 13 year old girl who lived in asia today to my msn and we were just talkin and i was askin her about school and she said she played and soccer and also like her sex swim class now me and my american self asked what is that and she said its where u swim then find a partner then have sex and then it goes through my head... what kind of country has young teens haveing sex AS A REGULAR CLASSS and i know their are people in this country who would think its a great thing but i gotta say very few kids at the age of 12 and 13 are ready for sex physically or mentally its something that should be emotinoal at least not just a thing of instinct and lust and i do not believe they are teaching the kids about the other parts of sex so i must say that to u who may one day think it is great do not vote for a sex swin class to be included in schools or colleges...
just a freindly reminder from ur mysterious blackman :):p

Rain and hail

Well today i had fun in rain and Hail today in the time i was outside i danced and ran around in rain and hail i didn't know it'd be that refreshing and the feel of hail hitting the body is amazing i felt so new then i got dry and the rain stopped and i felt back 2 normal but im more happy then i was before thanks God for the hail and rain :)

well somebody doesent know what co ed ment

Well i remember this random thing about what happened in this one place. well i happen to have gotten unclothed and walked into a sauna in this hotel and only thing i had on was a towel and in less then 10 feet opposite of the door was the door for the pool. let me remind u i think differently then most and some facts just dont hit me. so im sitting in the sauna and it felt wonderfull and then a couple of my friends (who are guys) come in and after a while of talking they start staring at me and ask me a question. this question happened to be "what are u wearing under that towel" now at that moment i answerd in a regular voice "nothing why" and then they said "Jordan dont u know this is a coed sauna and ur not susposed to be nacked in it" at that moment i put on a thinking face and kinda didnt care that much since it was so relaxing and i didnt feel like going out so i keep relaxing the some other friends bring in some food and i had this great idea to warm them up on the sauna thing they tasted good we had poptarts and pizza. and then in the middle of that 3 girls came in and they were talking with my friends while i was relaxing then all of a sudden the sauna got quiet and they were all staring at me and one girl asked"is it true" and i said "is what true" "that ur nacked under that towel" o ya im nacked and it feels so good" so they bust out in laughing and we talked and had fun in the sauna until it closed.


sooo now i know what co ed means and i will remember i can oly be fully nacked in a all mans sauna and it will be so relaxing :p

well mac and cheeze and other cooking things

Well today in my cooking class it made me extremly happy because we ended up making mac and cheeze and the most awesome part is i got all the leftovers and now i got enough food for the next couple of days ya my family eats alot most families the food would last 2 weeks. well we also learned how to make other things but i fergot the french names for them but i can make a thick soup and hollindase now and hollandaise taste pretty cood u should try it if u have the right things ill try to make it for ya :)

oya and my unoffical cooking buisness has started i charge not much or nothing most the time as long as im given the facilities and can make u something good from my head ive already had two happy customers would u like to be my next well if ud like to contact me either leave a comment or text me.... not call i dont pick up phonecalls on my phone the # 760 716 7700
but if ur just boerd go ahead and text me anyways i like meeting new people

Love? or want? or desires?

Well my friend asked me to write something on love so i guess ill try

Me and love we know each other but don't get along

I believe in it but their are so many kids today who misuse the word in such a way that girls and boys get hurt

i also have something else that i got from a friend that i think applies to this

When you're in love, there is a special feeling you always get. You never want to hurt that person and you would try your best not to. Being in love is amazing. I wouldn't know though. I personally have never been in love. Maybe I was two weeks ago, but not for very long. Being in love takes a lot of responsibility and that's why we teens don't fall in love. We may say we do love someone but we don't even know the start of it. Every time a teenager gets into a relationship, they say "Wow, I have never felt this way before" or "You're my one and only and I will never, ever loose you" or another one "You filled an empty space in my heart. Those are the 3 most common things you hear from teenagers who think/say they are in love. We don't even know anything about it though. It will hit us some day and we will think back and say "man, I was really ignorant for thinking I was in love!!", because we are just younglings and we just want to feel older I guess. Love is not a joke though. You should never play with someone else's heart, it hurts way too much. When you are in love and you make a promise, you will always keep that promise and never let go of it! No matter what! Trust is the most important thing in a relationship. Without trust, it will be a personal Hell for you guys. Love is something that will come later in life and not now. I mean, how often do you hear "high school sweethearts"? Hardly ever right? I'm sorry for busting your bubble but it's true. If you truly think you guys will last forever, then hey, be my guest! Go for it. Always remember though, if it doesn't work between someone in high school, there is always going to be college and/or your job(s). There are always fish in the sea. Don't get too disappointed if you don't catch any one day or another, it may just be that the fish just don't want to bite. Never loose hope to finding your one special person because later on, you may find out that they have been right in front of you this whole time. :)..

JOBO THE AMAZING BLACKMAN (who may be a hobo) AGREES IT WHAT THIS WOMAN SAY SO BOYS DONT BE THINKIN R GONNA MARRY SOME1 FROM HIGHCHOOL U KNO
NOT MANY PEOPLE DO
SAVE URSELF ALL THAT MISERY DONT HAV SEX CUS UR IN "LOVE"

BY KYLE NEVIN
true true JoBo... Harmony has a point... but little thing to add to her blog is.............
dont have sex cause your in a relationship and or because you have the chance. if you have sex with your "love" in high school and you break up...your gonna regret that shit for the rest of your life. have fun... but dont be a player.. and dont go running around breaking eachothers hearts either!!!
yeah ...

dont u like bike rides

well this week nothing that eventful happened besides my over 25 mile bike ride started off in oceanside and went to a couple schools and was dead tired and my legs felt like dead stuff but i kept on pedling until the end i got home and was covered in swat and it dried so it felt like salt all over my face and chest a warm shower with soap made it feel all better but the next day i looked at my thighs and it was bigger from the muscles reforming and i couldnt run without pain
so if u realy wanna get a workout try riding with me and my friend and we will see if u can make it :)

well relationships have lotsa levels to them

well ever since about half way through freshman year Ive dated a hand full of girls and learned a couple things.(i put these in chronological order from first to last as best as possible.)

Joan Maramba- I learned pearnts can be quite a problem if they dont trust their child around the opposite sex and keeps them locked up in a room keeping them "safe".

Amber stoufer- Its not easy to tell how someone feels about yyou but if they love their pearnts they may make some decisions u didnt think were gonna happen like breaking up with you.

Kristen- Sometimes a girl just cant say no even if they dont like you in that way then they will eventually just not accept calls or other things from you so it turns into a wierd unoffcial breakup.

*Ariel- Some people are just plain crazy but not in a good way. I learned to see what a girl is like before u decide on dating them.

*Tori Tabor- Some people are just hateful and tell lies and other things behind ur back and dont really care for you or getting to know all about a person or talking about their worries with someone who thinks their close and then acts like u stalk them or other stuff.... (only ex that hates me for stupid reasons)

Ja'na- I learned sometimes its very hard to break up with a girl in a way she understands how you really still care about them and for them not to talk to u for long periods of time. So if u have to break up do it in person or at least where they can hear your voice and it might be a lil less worse.

Brittney Perkins(cousin is Cody Perkins:))- I learned some girls take a while to learn that they feel about you and that youre better off as good friends.

Kaylen Latta- Some girls are differnt and eventhough they have a past of bad things if they really wanna change it they can but other things may turn out confusing. and sometimes its better just being friends... this is my confusingest friend

Bubles and G- It was a 2 day relationship with 2 girls but it ended out that u shouldnt date girls who are best friends. but nothin bad happened and were still great friends :)

Hailigh kitty- this woman more needed a good friend than a bf we had a long distance relationship for about a year and it made me relize how fast the time passes i still careabout her but it feels more like im just saomeone she can really be herself with and i like that sahe trusts me so much.

im srry if i messed someone but i happen to not have the most wonderfullest memory in the world and im pretty sure i can update this some more in the future if i have more girlfriends. p.s. life isnt onlyabout the opposite sex dind fun with friends anddont try to date just to date.