Only 16

They say that you were depressed
And that you had been for a while
They say that you weren't happy
That you couldn't take it anymore

But you were only 16
and way to young to die
You had your whole life ahead of you
So, why didn't you try?

They say you felt alone
As if no one cared
But you don't know you weren't alone
For I was always there

They say that you put on a smile
To put everyone at ease
But at night when you were all alone
You'd cry yourself to sleep

But you were only 16
And way to young to die
You had your whole life ahead of you,
So, why didn't you try?

After a while you deicided to give up
You didn't think your life was worth the pain
So you climbed the stairs two at a time
Went to your room and ended it all

I was at camp enjoying myself
When I got a call from my Mom
I completely lost it and fell apart
I haden't even known that something was wrong

But you were only 16
And way to young to die
You could have had an amazing life
If you had only tried.

by- Love

Today

Today

I saw you today,
Your touch, your eyes.
A buried memory.

I remembered you today,
Your lips brushing my collar,
the heat between us.

I felt pain today,
Knowing that it will never be,
only because of me.

I fell today,
the weight of my heart,
pulling me

I cried today,
the rip that I caused,
the bleeding through eyes.

I finally stand,
My legs shaking,
The healing can come.

He holds me,
Something that always cures,
I am forever his.

Now, I’m smiling,
Nothing I’ve done,
Its all from him.

by- Amanda Heebner

dog attack

Well for some reason this week ive had bad luck with vicious dogs i ran into 3 of them total one day i was jogging to my friends house and some irresponsible homeowner left their small vicious dog outside and as i was walkin by it ran from the house barking at me i didnt care untill it started nipping at my ankles and since im not one to beat up a dog for no good reasone i ran and the dog was fast and kinda in shape but i still outran it and was tierd but alive. the second attack was as i was walking down my hill to the bus for i can go to school and i saw 2 dogs kinda far away marking territory and i was finishing up my desert and then took a couple steps forward and the bigger dog started barking and running at me and the smaller dog ran after me and did the same soo i started bookin it up the hill and to home luckily i was in better shape than the dogs

Week 2 Grace

Magical Blade
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They scream louder this time, and there's nothing u can do.
U know u r everything they NEVER wanted,
and its just so clear 2 u.

Pulsing music from ur ipod drowns there voices out,
but u know that it wont stop them from fighting;
just from u hearing there sickening blowout.

U think of the days they were so happy,
and wonder if it was all ur fault.
Maybe if u had just been beautiful,
your mom might've tried 2 halt.
maybe if u had gotten straight A's,
ur dad would've cared 4 u,
Instead of only hurting u.

U've tried so long 4 them 2 see,
all u've ever wanted was them 2 be,
what every other family always had.
But ur cries and pleas have only left u hopeless, broken, and sad.

So once again u open that same drawer u sadly no 2 well,
and grab that magical blade that'll solve everything, 4 now.
U lift up ur long sleeve and put ur only true friend against ur fair skin.
Just 1 cut, u close ur eyes shut.
1 tear slips down ur vulnerable face,

just 1 tear u let escape. And then u see those flashbacks once again,
of the times ur father made sure u knew,
no one will ever want u.
So u let that blade break throuh ur skin,
and hope 2 God u'll eventually be okay
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My friend grace is another lovely girl whose pearnts
dont seem to love her for some weird reason
It makes me wonder what happenes in those minds
that make them envision a perfect child and then tells them they can love nothing else
Grace feels that the " magical blade" helps her in her life but its because she has no
one close enough to get all her stress and fustration out no person can live peacefully
with loads of stress for long periods of time
there are a couple people i know that if they felt love from their pearnts they would
proabably b great children but since they dont feel the love it turns out bad
SO I SAY TO THOSE WHO ARE AND ONE DAY WILL BE PEARNTS
LOVE YOUR CHILDREN.... they need it

In Her Dark Room- Cano

I sit alone in this dark room. I sit alone because of my beliefs. People don't agree so i have no company.

I believe human nature is meant to be evil. I believe that the only reason people are "good" is to seem good. They want to seem good so that people look back at them in death and say "damn they were a good person. I MISS THEM." They want to be remembered.

I believe that no matter how many tears you cry, a loved one will not come back to you, whether they are dead or with another.

I believe that a broken heart can be fix, but the scares will always be ther because you can never undo the feels you had for someone.

I believe that no matter how strong a person is, love can always bring them down. Take a man who has gone to war. Take his family and tell him he will never see them again. I garantee you he will be on his knees begging for them back.

I believe that running from your fears is a sort of strength because it takes courage to admit you are scared.

I believe that strenght doesn't depend on how many pounds you can lift or how many pull ups you can do. I believe strenght is all in your heart. Will you take a bullet for a pregnant lady?... Will you take a bullet for a no-body? Think about it. The answer will show you how strong you are.

I believe bravery is usually just the lack of thought proccess. Would you really bunji jump off a brigde if you could imagine your lifeless body splattered on the ground?

So if you don't agree, fine. You can keep you ignorance.. I'll keep my dark room.
By:my good friend cano
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shes one of my good friends and has been hurt by many people shes one of the nicest fun people u could ever know and she loves her friends but somehow guys have felt the need to lie and leave her and seeming to fake feelings so has left this girl broken i wish that the world today didnt feel like they have to live up to expectation and be bad and people could be truthful and take the truth so their has to be no lies that hurt.
i have a policy to try and tell the truth to people as much as i can without hurting them it may be bad but i make true friends because if they want the truth about something i can usually give it to them.
So world i ask if u could change for everyone could be themselves and not have to hide themselves behind lies.